Saturday, October 02, 2004
obviously she keeps more secrets than me. you dont even tell me anything. what is there to keep?
and i said, the seven points theory was self-made up. in an attempt to explain to myself the situation, and hopefully ease the confusion within me. not working.
i told you. you believe her more than you ever will me. she's a god to you. in your eyes she will never do anything "like that". so much for second fiddle.
and no you were never second fiddle to anybody.
and i'm not angry either. i'm just...saddened. that four years have crumbled down to this.
scribbled
10:52 PM